Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Once Upon A Time

I've made this poem 4 months after we broke up.
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Coz' you're not him and he's not you,
And you're not coming back to me whatever I do,
That's why I can't love him,
The way I love you.

Those days that we're together,
Those were the best days of my life,
Having you beside me,
Feels so damn right.

Months had passed, but you're still the one,
Many have tried but I just can't,
I just can't let you go.
I don't want to let you go.

My best friend, my husband, my friend, my brother, my friend, my everything,
I love you so much with all that I am,
And I'll do everything just to make you happy,
Even it means breaking my own heart.

Letting you go was the biggest mistake i'd ever made,
But I know that you'll be happy,
You'll be happy with her, that why I let you go,
Because your happiness means everything to me.

Even if i'm hurting so bad,
I'm still glad that Once Upon A Time,
You were mine and you did loved me big time,
I'll love you forever.

No matter what happened between us,
You did hurt me, right?
But I'm not mad,
I will never be mad.

I love you so much always remember that,
I'll always stay at your side no matter what,
Just one text/call from you,
I promise I'll always be there for you.

Our relationship ends,
But my love for you will still be the same,
I will never forget those days,
That you and me were so in love in many ways.

Monday, December 31, 2012

Hello 2013, Good Bye 2012

Yayy :D Sobrang saya ng start ng taon ko. Kahit hindi siya perfect kasi dahil dun sa fireworks na nagwala. Hahaha ! not likely nagwala, kasi naman natumba siya and we're like O_O ! hindi kami makagalaw. HAHA. so epic fail. Buti nalang talaga konti lang yung nasugatan at LUCKILY, HINDI AKO KASALI DUN. hihi ^^.

I know year 2013 will be awesome. I can feel it. Ewan, basta yung instinct ko sinasabi na maganda itong taon na to. Coz' first, I decided to let him go for almost a year of being hurt, Finally ! I did learned to let him go.

Year 2012, you may not be so good to me. But, I want to thank you for giving me a unforgettable memories. Those pain and heartaches that I felt, thank you for those. It helps me big time to be able to let him go, to let those fears wipes away and BEGIN AGAIN. 

And this year, I'm willing to start again. To love, to trust, and to be truly happy ONCE AGAIN.

TO THE GUY I WANT TO FORGET, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES. I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THOSE. AND WAIT, I DON'T HATE YOU, I NEVER DID. BE HAPPY FOR ME. BE HAPPY. FOR THE LAST TIME,  I LOVE YOU :')







Sunday, December 30, 2012

YOUnique


II DO NOT OWN THIS POEM.
 GINAWA TO NG FRIEND KO FOR ME.

So credit to SARAH REYES, Thank You for this deeek :) iloveyouuuu ♥

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I'm just a girl trying to be unique
You're the only one who can make my heart weak
You like her and that's the reason why my heart is sick
I still want you, that's what I wrote in my letter for Saint Nick.

I was the happiest on those times that we're still together
I imagined us holding hands forever
I thought we're gonna celebrate every September
But dear, why do you have to like another?

I miss the times when i'm the only flower you adore
I also miss the moments when you make me feel that i'm gonna be you leading lady forevermore
Then suddenly, your feelings change, got me question myself, isn't it enough the love that I pour?
So, I decided to let you go, but still, my heart is like an open door.

I continue livin' life
Another guy offer to me his love
I tried to love him back
But my heart says, you're still the one.

When you're still mine, the best thing about me is you
Will I ever gonna forget you?
I always remember my promise to you
That I won't love another if it's not you.

This poem is for you
A poem about my love for you
A proof that i'm still in love with you
Asdfghjkl, who knows, maybe in time it will still be me and you.